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Tuesday, July 25, 2006, ⇒Breathing in and Breating out

Yeah, the title doesn't really say anything. ^-^ It's just a phrase that came up to me while I was thinking what to write here.

Well, I decided to write a little bit about myself.

I was born in Saint Petersburg, Russia on May, 25 in 1990. It was a year of horse and a month of Gemini. Some people do not think that I'm Gemini, because they probable don't know me well. Well as characteristics of this sign go, Gemini's are always lazy and never finish what they started. Partly this is true about me. I don't really like working under pressure and always have a hard time finishing up something I started. But I work on myself and try as hard as I can. Sometimes this hard is not hard enough. My early youth went by so fast I can't even remember most of it anymore. But I remember all good and bad things that happened to me. I was in school and I had a lot of friends, but for me it takes quiet a time to get to know people and make friends. i don't know why, but some people think I'm shy, but once Iknow the person and can open up to him/her I change completely. From shy, nice, lady I turn into hyper, crazy, girl and I think still a child. I didn't do bad in school but always hated it, the only classes I liked were Art classes, because it was the only thing I was good at (hopefully I still am). I was in Music school but dropped it because I had to move to another area , then I went to Art School (which was the best time of my life), but I had to drop it too, because I moved to the US and here I am now, in New York- the BIG APPLE. Yeah, I guess that's the way life turns out and I think it's for the best.

I always think about what's happening to my friend there, and how they live without me. I missed them all a lot when I just moved to NY in 2004. I used to call them every week and talk, crying and remembering everything with them. But as time goes I think it's time to let it go little by little. I still call them though, no metter what happenes I will never forget them and will never let our memories to disappear in space. I believe in connection between people no matter hwo far or for how long they've been apart. I miss then I guess that's all.

Thoughts in a quote at the moment~ "Whatever it takes me, I'll never forget."