♥ Child's Game: Blog♥

Almost Half a Year of not posting!!!

2008-02-01T23:37:00.000-05:00

Hello, I truly doubt there is still somebody who looks at this thing or even cares for it. I think I am becoming this new weird person.

Well, half of my senior is over and now I am on my way to graduate and become a real college student. Although, I have a very acute form of "senioritis" (for those who have no idea what I am talking about, this is a kind of an "infectious disease" spread among senior student of high school. The symptoms are very simple: you want to graduate and you don't want to do anything.)

I have changed my layout again, this time I made it myself and surprisingly it did not take me tons of time to do it...maybe an hour or two. ⋏౪⋏

I am reading tons of books this year and I enjoy them so much.

Currently reading:
1]. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
2]. Jude the Obscure by Thomas Hardy
3]. Perfume, The Story of a Murderer by Patrick Suskind
4]. The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

On my way to read:
5]. Flowers of Algernon by Daniel Keys
6]. Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
7]. Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
8]. The Sisters Mortland by Sally Beauman

Yes, I even confuse myself sometimes. I really want to have more than 24 hours in a day, so I can spend 20 hours with my loved one and the rest just doing either school work or reading (or something totally random).

Have no other news, so c ya!!!
♡(✿◕‿◕)ﾉアリヾ(◕‿◕✿)ガト(✿◕‿◕)σウ♪ﾝ♡

Fuck it all...

2007-08-21T07:56:00.000-05:00

Doesn't it piss you off when you ask somebody to do something and they say "Oh, pretend I am not here.." "It's not my prblem"? How would you feel? So today I had that experience. It PISSED ME OFF SO BADLY, I just said fuck it. I am tired.

I was supposed to go to the Bodies Exhibition, yeah, right...

Pisses me off even more that it's raining and I can't fucking spell, and moreover I woke up at 7 am and did shit.

YEAH, AMAZING DAY IT'S GONNA BE.

Bored as hell.

2007-08-20T12:00:00.001-05:00

A week in the hospital and weekend at home...

2007-08-19T14:52:00.000-05:00

Well, so people (>m<) they know who they are, so some of them really want me to post here and so I decided.

I have changed my layout lots and lots of times already and I am so tired of changin it, but fo some weird reason every time I change it by the end I start to hate it again. Not now though, or may yes. I am confusing myself.

Anyways, this week was lots and lots of fun. i have worked at the hospital 6 hours a day. I was very tiring and doctors kept on asking me if after that experience I still want to become a doctor. Well, DUH why would I even be there if I didn't want to.

I think that the best day was the last day. Strange, right? Well, the reson is because I had an amazing chance to actually witness a precedure and be a part of it as well.

The doctors that I worked with were very bright (obviously) but they were ready to communicate with high school students as well. They really cared about how we comprehend the whole point in being a doctor.

This was one of the best expriences in my life.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Well, everything ended on Friday. It was fun while it lasted. And now I start to realize that it is only 2 weeks left before school and that I so don't want to come back to school. Bu I have to.

On Sat. I went to my bes friend's house and we had fun watching JDrama. And today is Sun. and I am bored writing this blog entry.

bYe-Bye )^_^(

In NYU an hour before the class

2007-07-24T11:38:00.000-05:00

Yeah, stuid me went to college an hour before the class. My bio-clock is definitely off. How does it even happen to people/ Now, I know because it happened to me.

I was so worried in the morning that i would be late for class because the site of my class was changed. So I THOUGHT I wend out of my house at 11:15, however, once I got on the bus station there was some old guy who kept on asking me questions about express bus (I politely answered). Well and he asked me if the bus is supposed to come soon, I said it's supposed to come at 11:50 (hahaha yeah right)...he told me that it's supposed to come at 10:50 and at that moment I relized that it was only 10:50....what??????

So I'm like a big idiot got on a 10:50 bus and hee I am in the NYU library writing this blog entry.

Bored as hell and annoyed too. I think I need more sleep. There is only one week of classes left and I cannot wait till this is over. I want my summer to start. Like that's gonna happen. NO WAY. I wil have one wek off and then I'll have internship at Richmond University Hospital. By the way, the orientation of which I am not going today (all because of the classes at NYU).

My writing workshop is a blast of new information and so much homework. I wrote a 6 page essay on a collection of the essays by Salman Rushdie. It's ok (the collection), my essay, on the other side, is coming out pretty simple (for a 6 page essay I mean).

P.S. WOW IT'S BEEN A YEAR SINCE I GOT THIS BLOG....!!!!!!!!!!!!O>O

Today on Yahoo! News

2007-06-23T10:09:00.000-05:00

Today on Yahoo! News I noticed an article on "The World's Ugliest Dog"...When I saw the picture of a little dog which face looked worse than anything I've ever seen, I did not feel disgusted, I felt very sorry for it and my first quest was "why would somebody do that to a dog to create such a look." I think people become more and more cruel everyday. I don't see how some of us can be happy looking at this poor little dog, weighing 6lb and "being happy." I have zillion of examples of how cruel people are to the animals. They kill birds for fun and even mice. When you just hear about it, of course, it is a different feeling than when you actually witness that.

I am against animal cruelty!!!

MY OWN LAYOUT

2007-06-21T18:29:00.000-05:00

I have finally did something productive:
10 Productive things I have done in JUNE(and earlier):
{1.} I have finished taking all of my REGENTS exams.
{2.} I have actually STUDIED for them to do well.
{3.} I have done 2 blogger layouts MYSELF.
{4.}Finished 1 summer reading book for school.
{5.} Done with NYU Precollege reading
{6.} Almost done with the second summer reading book for school
{7.} Got 1810 on my SAT (have to do better)
{8.} Started practicing for swimming team for tryouts next year..
{9.} Got my NYU ID &
{10.} Attended NYU Precollege orientation
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These are the things that I believe are quiet important achievements^^.

~~~About the two BLOGGER layouts. Yes, MY CURRENT BLOG LAYOUT IS DONE BY ME!!..WHEHEEEE

Both of the layouts are available n my account on Blogskins, but I know people you read this blog are lazy so I'll post links to both of them here:

@#!1!#@

@#!2!#@

Blah Stuff

2007-06-14T23:25:00.000-05:00

Who knows what can lead us to understanding ourselves better. No one knows. I want to try so hard to understand what to do that usually I do not realize that I skipped that moment. This is difficult to explain, yet we try and not only we do, others as well. Books and their writes send us messages of mass destruction. So deep that no all of us can understand. Only a few of us are capable of comprehending our own society. Are we in a totally repressive society? Some of us believe that they are, but I don't. Too much had changed my life and I changed it myself as well.

I have read a very good "book" not so long ago. It's called Anthem by Ayn Rand. It is one of the summer reading book for school, but I read it in 2 days. It is very well written and tells a story of a person who goes against morals of current society and finds his life to be very interesting and confusing. He as an individual is no one, society is everything. He starts with believing that philosophy, but ends up with knowledge about individualism and personal interests that were never valued in his life before.

I believe that person as an individual is important, but I still think that to have harmony and peace (oh, so ever-wanted peace)we, as a society, need to work together and not making other people accept our view. "COMPROMISE" this is the word people should be learning. The meaning of it and the wait it should be interpreted.

There are ways to express yourself:

Hands Held High

2007-05-19T09:31:00.000-05:00

The Sun will Set for YOU...

Well interesting thing is happening. I haven't been here for so long and now I am free from all APs and all bullshit in school. So tired of all those problems and complains. How much longer do I have to stand it? Can't do it anymore. No. Even though this seems to be the way life goes on and my junior year almost came to it's end. Thank goodness!!!...

This Friday(May 25th) is my birthday, and honestly I don't want to turn 17. It's too much, I want to go back in time and change so many things that went wrong. Yet, I want to move on because nothing can be changed and only looking forward can give any satisfaction or reaction of others. I feel like loosing direction of my feelings, leaving most of them alone and following my "instincts." Nothing can be changed so fast, try, not try... nothing.

I haven't been online for a week and yet I am quite satisfied. My math teacher sent me a letter home saying that I've missed 6 homeworks (bullshit).

More news:
New album Linkin Park came out. The music is so different from the previous album.But I loved it anyways. They are awesome and I wish them luck.

Some other stuff:
My new site is up and running. This time I have done the layout my myself and did not download it from anywhere.

I added some new songs of Linkin Park on my blog. I really like those.

No more news....

My Imagini

2007-04-25T18:25:00.000-05:00

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What I've Done

2007-04-18T19:31:00.000-05:00

Today is a new day, and it is a 51st entry in my blog.

It is a day of silence. I have been doing day of silence since I was a freshman, but today I did not. I didn't do and won't do a lot of things this year. No art-show entry, no silence. I'll speak and note draw, but school is more important than these. I do want to stay positive, but under certain circumstances I have to keep going without being either negative or positive.

Linkin Park
What I've Done

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Comments:
Amazing new video from one of my fav bands, Linkin Park. I think it is really moving and so passionate. Those kind of videos amaze me and this time it's even accompanied by my fav band. ENJOY.

FLAWLESS

2007-04-16T19:09:00.000-05:00

Hello!!!
Well today is a special treat form everybody who reads this poo-poo.

Terms of Use
1. PLEASE DON'T CLAIM AS YOUR OWN
2. Credit: http://child-of-the-desert.blogspot.com/
3. Don't alter in any way

Resources:
1. foto_decadent

More and More

2007-04-15T21:49:00.000-05:00

Today I found a new song on my iPod. It's called "Just a Ride" by Jem. I really liked it, Jem really sang about life. The best lines in the song are

" It’s just a ride
It’s just a ride
No need to run, no need to hide
It’ll take you round and round
Sometimes you’re up sometimes you’re down"

You can't hide from what is happening, if it IS happening then it's destiny to be so. I am quiet satisfied with my current condition and my life overall. I have all the plans for summer, no more time to waste. Going to NYU for summer precollege is going to be the best summer I'll ever get in my life-my dream school, new people, psychology class....e.t.c. No more high school problems, no more friends' problems, no more anything that can break my focus.

All I have to do now is study and "enjoy my ride."

The Best Day Ever

2007-04-14T21:01:00.000-05:00

Wheeeee...

Yesterday was like the best day of my life.

Seems like Friday the 13th is a very scary, unlucky day for some people. However, for me Friday April the 13h was the best day ever.

About 3 weeks I have sent in my NYU Summer Sessions applications, and yesterday I received a reply.

I GOT INTO NYU SUMMER PROGRAM

2007-04-12T23:20:00.000-05:00

Wheee, here we go again!!!

School started again and I have life restored to the full extent right now. No time for anything, but yet all the time I need to progress and begin my newly self-created life. Much have changed for the past two weeks of free-style life. I had no responsibility to do anything, but yet had all the need to do.

Well, my life is back. Happy and cheerful my newly self-created smile. I am the only one that can create it without giving a credit to someone else.

Anyway, today in Med Tech we have finally dissected a cow eyeball. Honestly, I was expecting something more from the eyeball. I have nothing against eyeballs though. But come on, all the muscle and fat tissues were attached to it, and you will never believe how difficult it is to cut all of the tissue off. I spent like a freaking period and a half to get all the unnecessary tissues off. It should be called "The Dissection of the Fat and Muscle Tissues of the Cow Eyeball," that would be more plausible. Even if I complain, I really liked it. It was fun and "supah" educational. Eyeball is awesome, and the lens inside is like a glass marble. It really does magnify. Amazing experience. If only I didn't forget the camera, you'd be "ewwing" the pictures with me. Well, it did smell really bad due to the preservative, so I didn't like that part too("laughter")

Oh, yeah. All of my "graphics" entries are going to be republished in text version with a link to the "art piece" soon. Hopefully, I'll have time to do that soon.

Weather in NY is terribly nasty. It's not only raining, but it also is so cold you don't wanna wear anything but a fur-freaking-coat. Well, we all gotta cope with that.

C ya...

Blah-bah News

2007-03-24T23:33:00.000-05:00

Wheeee....

How's everybody (or somebody)?lol

So much is happening in my life right now. I think I am getting more and more responsible (actually I hear that from people I know sometimes, mostly my parents and my sis).. Feels very inspiring..and I can't just go and disappoint them, so I'll working really heard.

Anyways^^...

I still keep on watching Hana Kimi; it is getting so interesting and funny. I really like it.

I have also got a hold of a new Gif making program called Video Avatar, so I started to do some animations(I mean gifs).
Here is a small collection (or more of a teazer) of what I have done.

I have also started to study a lot. Lately I was into weird stuff. I have actually dissected a sheep brain in my Med class at school. I was kind of ambivalent of what to do at first but I got a hold of a scalpel and stated a dissection. I was fun in the beginning but ,honestly, it got boring by the end. Still I can't wait to dissect next thing, COW'S EYEBALL. wheeee...(please don't think I am a sick f%#$)

I go to SAT prep every week. it became more fun to me, since it is. I memorize 50 SAT words every week and I have people telling me I am crazy (you know who you are ;)) ) But I actually DO FIND IT FUN.

I am trying to do well at school also. Got my report card few days ago. 96.42%. Expected to go up but I have actually stayed the same. Well I did get 99% in 3 classes (flagrantly). In physics getting a 99 was like eating a tasty cake (mmm...yammy) Well I better to my best next time to get a 97 or a 98.

じゃね& さよなら

40th Post & Much more

2007-03-10T22:59:00.001-05:00

Hello!!!

Today was a weirdly incredible day. Sometimes those days scare me, sometimes the amaze me. However, today was a new day that both scared me a amazed me. First of all, I went to my SAT prep class and we pretty much did some elementary stuff, but still I was satisfied with the knowledge I gained. The class was long, from 12:30 pm till 5 pm. I was dead tired and very exhausted.

Later I came home and the whole day seemed to be wasted away (debilitated). However, I did not give up that easily. I did some homework and surfed net for a little while.

A while ago I finished watching this ,not new but not old either, movie, called the Libertine. It was pretty amazing, since Johnny Depp was the main character. I usually watch movies starring him, not because he is "hot", but because I believe that he indeed a very talented actor.

The movie is very moving and interesting. Too bad I did not start watching it from the very beginning.

Woman's Day

2007-03-08T21:51:00.000-05:00

Hello!!!こんにちわ!!!

Welcome to my updated Blog!!! As you can see I changed my view a little more. This time it's Hana Kimi. YAY, MY FAV!!!

I honestly like this layout coz it's cute^^.

Well, as my heading states today is a Woman's Day in Russia and all European countries. So I would like to congratulate all of the girls and myself with this nice holiday, even though it is not celebrated in America.

Today was a pretty weird day. I lost my eraser, forgot my pen somewhere, got a 100 on my "Tissue" Practical in Med Tech, ad a lot more weird stuff happened. Bu I do not know if these things would improve me as a person. And one more super thing I did, I finally quit MySpace.
I have a strange opinion on that site but nothing interesting. Most of the people are so into it, they don't do anything else but sit there wasting their time changing layouts.
I don't see how that helps your life.
Well some people keep just for the hell of it.

This blog entry is not here to tell us about anything it's mostly here because I was here and I was lazy and did do my homework yet, so I decided to put some useless information online.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

P.S. Couple of new uploads^^
[SUBLime] Hana Kimi ep.2
[SUBLime] Hana Kimi ep.3

TIRED OF STUPIDITY

2007-03-04T00:32:00.000-05:00

Hello!!

Omg, this blog is just a stupid web-page that pisses me off so much.

Lately I have not updated anything much, except for one Journal I have on animepaper.net. So i decided to put my latest entries from there here. I also will be updating on me new hobbies and school life^^..

Hello!!!

I still wonder if anyone ever reads this weird journal entries or at least looks through them. Even though, I do not update them as frequent as I probably should , I try to keep them simple and entertaining. I also want to thank people who actually look though these stuff and I WOULD REALLY LIKE IF SOMEONE EVER COMMENTED ON THEM.I also have some simple update and some WORKS-IN-PROGRESS updates. In my last journal entry I mentioned that I was planning on doing some vectoring of some characters from my favorite manga, HANA KIMI.(previous journal excerpts in the quote)

"...This the scan I'm planning on using btw(the original is of course bigger)

Thanks to: ..."

So honestly the progress is very-very-very slow. I have a small screenshot of what I have done (and I can't say it's a pleasant view)

So as you can see I am only done with vectoring it. The next step is of course coloring which ,I can say, is going to be the most difficult past. I have to find all the colors available for hose characters, and hopefully I'll make ti look good. I will also make the vector available in color and an outline once I am done with both.

I am also doing a vector for this scan:

TRIO uploaded by Unknown(it doesn't say who uploaded it, sorry)

and by now I am only done with a small part of it:
(Fuu is not finished so I made her a little transparent)

I hope I'll finish both projects by the end of March. ^^
Hope to see any comments on that one.^33^

As I already said I finished reading one of my favorite manga ever, Hana Kimi. So now I finally found Taiwanese TV SHOW on it. It is so funny and so cute. I watched first episode and decided to share my feelings about it ^^..The story is the same and it is very cute and so funny. I love the actors they are very good. If you are interested in this you can look up "

Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu

" on WikiPedia.

I have also uploaded first episode to Megaupload. Feel free to download^^:
[SUBLime]Hana Kimi Episode 1

THANKS TO [SUBLime] for subbing it^^

I'll try to upload more. Btw the file is MP4 so you'll need QuickTime to play it, most of the peeps with iTunes have it already.

Well this is all for now, I'll try to update more!!^333^

Bdays and their fears and/or Bdayfobia

2007-02-08T22:33:00.001-05:00

Hello, my dear friends and whoever reads this piece of crap!!

I have couple of news and couple of weird things. First of all tomorrow is my best friend's Birthday!!! YAY. She is turning 18 and she is all freaked out about it. So what I would like to say and point out is that even though you want to be a kid at heart sometimes, and I know she does as well, I believe there is always a time when you need to show how mature and responsible you are. She is an amazing person with ability to help others and cheer up everybody around her with her presence only. She knows how people act and she know what to expect from them, but even with this gift she is random and always ready to be there for you when you need help or a friend to talk to. She is not just a person who gives up easily; she'll fight till the end and give all 1000000^10000 %. That's the person who is afraid to turn 18 but yet she cannot wait for it. Life is not easy to understand or even comprehend. People change with age and who we really are never leave our heart; some of us have 2 personalities, and I do not mean it as a disorder, I mean it as when a person can be a kid and still be a mature and responsible person when a situation demands it. I believe she is one of those rare people and I believe that she is going to be able to be a kid and an adult in her heart. Thank you for being there for me and for being my best friend.

♥~To Valeria~♥

Senseless

2007-02-01T18:54:00.000-05:00

I keep on not making any sense to myself. How can it be? How can it be happening to me? Am I really just lying to myself? Trying to escape the truth of self-assessment? Sounds like an assessment of property, but isn't knowledge all we have? Something that keeps us alive, and something that stays with us throughout all our life. It is one true thing that never goes away, when others come and go. Knowledge is always there.

But what can I give? Nothing..absolutely nothing. I lie to myself trying to convince my own mind that it'll be fine. Yeah, it will. Some day, somewhere, it all will be fine, but for now, it's senseless.

It's senseless simply because there is nothing that may help me realize that there is any sense in anything anymore. Sound suicidal, but no, I won't be a stupid one and try committing a suicide. Why would you take away your own life, when you can change it? You can, I can. I know, I do. But then again, am I lying to myself trying to convince again and again. Stupidity grows and self-confidence goes lower and lower. Does it really? Ambition? what about ambition? It all makes no sense to me at all.

Senseless.

Boredom..>>>>>♥

2007-01-30T19:05:00.000-05:00

Who knows what time it is?....I have no idea. Seems like my life just suddenly stopped. No, I do not mean I died...I mean the very reason for it is seemingly not there anymore. Maybe I had too much of relaxation. I got so lazy for the past few days, that I cannot even make myself go to sleep anymore. I just sit up all night watching anime. It's frustrating, and yet I 'm having fun.

Still seems like something is missing...or maybe it's just right....it's just perfectly all right...

Or is it?

Stupid Stuff and Boredom

2007-01-27T22:34:00.000-05:00

Yeah I am getting bored, and my mom keeps telling me that I need to sleep coz my skin color is changing. Um...ok..Does make "perfect" sense to me...or doesn't it?

Whatever , I've been bored over my head so I just made a complete mess out of my Photoshop by doing some weird avatars. Gotta go upload them to my site.

1. Link back would be nice.
2. Comments make me happy(even though I don't get them much)
3. Please do not claim them as your own.

Credits:

> art by be-yourself1980
> textures arisubox

Oh and yeah, I finally figured out how to get a code into a text area so people can copy it and paste. Awesome.

Lemme try now:

In fact it does work. Uraaa...(Russian style..whahahah)

I'm also gonna make some more weird stuff for my site which is located right HERE.

♥Child's Game is BACK♥

2007-01-26T01:11:00.000-05:00

Hello, my fellow readers.

I dunno if you all noticed this freaky blog did not work in IE, which made me put it under construction. Now I decided to make it as simple as possible. So I tested it in both Mozilla Firefox 2.0.0.1 and the latest version of IE. This time it has to work.

Also there are some features that I do not believe I had before.

Now you can actually leave me comments by pressing "no comments" link.

You can also subscribe to my blog by going HERE.

I also have a shoutbox in the menu as usual.

All the links are on their places. I will also be adding links to some awesome sites, that I found in the net.

I am going to add a MP3 player so you can all enjoy music while reading my blog.

Thanks for bearing with me and my blog and see you next time.

~ C.o.t.D.

When People Leave, Some of Us Still Remember

2007-01-22T19:39:00.000-05:00

Hello...this is something I wasn't planning to do but the way my life goes right now, I think I should really write it down...especially knowing that not that many people even read it...

When People Leave, Some of Us Still Remember....

Isn't it true that when somebody leaves, some of us still remember that person. Never thought it would happened to me. It moved away at once but it was a different feeling when you leave from when some one leaves you.

Seems like something ridiculous to write about, but I do not believe so.

This person was a friend and a teacher. Even though you may think teachers don't care about students, and students don't care about teacher...NOT TRUE... this person was a friend. She shared a small part of her life with us, all of the students. She trusted us at one point and let us be the way we were. She helped us to grow inside and become wiser in some way.

She was a teacher. We learned about life of art from her, and we will not be able to learn more any longer.

Of course there are people who remember, and I believe, I am on of them. I want to thank her for all she had done for us, for all her help and dedication.

When a Friend Leaves, ALL of Us Still Remember.....

New Site in Progress!!!

2007-01-15T20:16:00.000-05:00

I have a new site in progress. It's called "Child's Game". There I will post my graphics and my other stuff. I will also have a blog there for updates and all that stuff.

PRESS THE IMAGE TO VISIT THE SITE!!!

Thanks^333^

Senses Fail and New Page Starts

2007-01-08T23:27:00.001-05:00

When we truly realize what we feel, that's the time of actually feeling. What's happening in my life right now is just another phase of confusion that may never go away... or may leave for a while and then come back again. Well whatever it is, it make it all so mixed up and so blurry.

When we cry we see nothing but pain and misery. It's not our fault we feel. It's the only way to escape poise and rationality. We think that it may help, when others think it's just wasting your time. But those others cry a lot too, they know the pain and they know that it won't help.

When we feel disappointed in someone, that's the time we realize that we are not the only ones making all mistakes. People make mistakes without even realizing it, so many of them.

When we feel happy...we...we have nothing to tell; we only feel it. Feel it with all our heart.

1 Day till New Year

2006-12-30T13:05:00.000-05:00

Hello, me dear friends!!

It's only 1 day till New Year and I wanted to write about the last two day of the year of 2006.

These 363 (coz there are 2 more days) were very memorable for me. There are several reasons for that. Life goes so fast and to remember at least a part of it , it has to have something unbelievable amazing to it. I think this "unbelievably amazing thing" happened this year. I met a lot of new people and I still love my best friends and my friends. This year I think my friends and I brought each other closer and now we understand each other even more. Friendship, however, was not the only memorable thing that happened to me this year. School became extremely important for me and I still try to do my best. However, the more I do in school, the less of time I spend with my family, which brings me to my resolutions for the next year.

My Resolutions for the year of 2007:

Spend more time with my family
Do my best at school and do well on SATs
Be nicer to people and help them
Be myself and not change for the worse.

Well so far resolutions are over, still I have goals ..lol..I think of them differently. Well anyways. I wish you all the best for the New Year and I hope you all will have the best time of your life. (Drink Responsibly)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Should've Said "Merry Christmas" Yesterday

2006-12-26T16:04:00.000-05:00

Suppa?

W/e that is..lol..Anyways, I know I should've said Merry Christmas yesterday, but I was kinda busy all day. I went to my friends house and we exchanged gifts and stuff. It was so much fun. I broung my computer over and all peeps liked it. It was even more fun, when Val and I realized that Keat has awesome songs on his computer...we almost killed him with our crazy requests on songs for our iPods. I felt kinda guilty, but oh, well. Then we just sat there and talked and did some random stuff.

Today I woke up and realized that it's already Tuesday, and it's only several days left before New Year. I still can't believe it. 2007. It's gonna be crazy next year. I will miss so much the last year(2006) But I wish it'd end faster. I want to see what's gonna happen to me this new year of 2007.

I'm still thinking about my goals for New Year. I really want to go to Manhattan on New Year's Eve and see the Ball drop. I saw it for 2 years straight, but on TV, but now I really wanna see it drop. I bet it's beautiful and it's a lot of fun. I hope I'll be able to go this year.

Here is some stuff I managed to make while being bored sometimes.

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Big Entry or Just trying to write one

2006-12-23T10:07:00.001-05:00

Hello, people of the Earth!!!

I would like to say Happy Holidays to all of you. I wish a very good and productive new year. The 2007 is going to a very difficult and challenging year for me. I am sure of it. Even though, I will do my best to still have a life, I know that in some cases it is going to be impossible. However, I wish all the best, and I hope that this new 2007 year is going to make a difference in you life, but in a good way. I think that everything happens for a reason, and if something happened to you before the New Year came..it's for the best.

Now let's what news I have. Well, so far not much. I am on my break now, finally. This weather in NY is killing me. It's raining now and it is so boring. Right before Christmas, it's raining. I cannot go anywhere and the mood just goes down. It pisses me off.

School is finally over, but there are things that we did, before it was over, that stayed in my mind, and I think, they'll stay for some time. We watched this really nice documentary about Global Warming. It is called An Inconvenient Truth. The movie clearly stated that the main reason for global warming is US (as us-people). People make our planet suffer a great deal, and then its suffrages affects us. My parents did not believe me when I told them about that movie, but I still do, because it is my opinion and ....it's just an opinion.

Well, anyways I hope that everybody will have a great vacation and have a great time. Happy Holidays!!!

Weekend of Buying Presents

2006-12-16T02:20:00.000-05:00

Hello!!!♥

I am so excited to go shopping tomorrow (today). I know I'm writing this blog at 2:20 AM, and you must think I am crazy to stay up so late, but I am not crazy ...I am just a night owl.

Well I have a big list of people to get presents for, and I have to get all of them today (December 16th). I can't wait to see happy faces of those I give presents to. Honestly, it doesn't feel like New Years or even Christmas yet. It's so warm here, in NY, so I cannot even feel it's the end of year 2006. Oh, my God, it's 2007 sitting on my nose (a Russian saying, I have no idea how to translate it in English. It mainly means that it's very close.)

My Goals for the Year 2007:
1. Do well on English Regents
2. Do well in 3rd marking period
3. Complete all assignments
4. Do 2 more research papers
5. Do well on SATs
6. Find a good job over the summer
7. Get a class at CSI (Precalc)
8. ....still in progress....

Yeah, these goals are a little bit out of the blue. I didn't think about them a lot. I think closer to New Years I'll write a new one, more thought-through one and more wise one.

Love ya all, Simone.♥♥♥

Thoughts before Christams

2006-12-13T18:03:00.001-05:00

Hello!!

Oh, my God!!! I cannot believe it is 2 weeks before Christmas and then New Year is right there. I am so happy. I just figured that I should draw something for Christmas and New Years.Whee... presents giving is coming up. I love presents, especially to give out presents. This year I don't have a lot of people, I think, because last year I gave out about 20 presents, and spend a load of money on them. That was a tiresome week before Christmas. However, I love this Holiday. Even though, my parents do not celebrate Christmas on December 25, my friends and I just go somewhere and hang out. Well, I hope this year we'll have fun as well.

So many things happened over the past 2 weeks, I think. Well first of all, I had a huge research paper due this Monday (December 11th). It was a research paper on a genetic disorder called, Huntington Disease. It was so difficult and so complicated. It took me full 2 days to write it, but I actually finished it, and I think it came out pretty good.

School is going fine. The only think that concerns me a little bit is NHS(National Honors Society). I hate to complete a huge list of things to get in this thing. Well, and as I said I am kind of in trouble, because I need community credits which I have none. So now I desperately look for some places where I can get some.Hopefully I'll find it.

Crazy Days-Crazy Life

2006-12-10T10:53:00.000-05:00

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Hello!! Yeah, ,my life is crazy right now. I have to write a research paper that is due tmrrw and I hae 3 pages left.. I mean yeh, I can do it right? I hope so..*panic*..yeah well the paper is on Huntington Disease. I think I rote about ti here already, so there is no point of writing about it again. If you are still interested (which I doubt) you can find some info here--->> HERE

Well, so far I wrote a lot about only 3 things, and I am panicing just coz I have 3 pages and I have too much info. Me scared..^^;;;;..But I think I can do it anyways. Well I actually have no choice but whatever.

So Yeah, and another happy moment. IT'S ONLY 2 WEEKS BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!WHEEHA.. yay.. Next week my best friend and I are going to buy some presents for our friends and relatives, so it's gonna be fun. Me happy.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

When Things Fall Apart and lives are ruined by tears of happiness and joy...too much

2006-12-07T22:09:00.000-05:00

Whoooo...so much stuff is going on... Suddenly before Christmas people break up. Is that some kind of tradition here? Weird, you should love each other, not break up...

Life is so short and if you fight all the time you'll never find the right person or the right purpose for you. Is it that difficult to understand somebody? Why do we always say some stupid stuff to make somebody sad or even to make that person cry? Why are people so stupid sometimes? So many questions....blah-blah-blah

Sure it is difficult to love, but should we give up? Should we trust somebody with our heart? Huh? Yes, you should not give up and you should trust somebody.

Throughout human history people lived in groups. There were always relationships between people. Family, lovers, brother and sister, sister and sister, brother and brother. We fight, but we go all way to get that somebody back. You know what? I am here for someone..for someone special to me. I love that person and I don't care what others think.

Separated? by ~Child-of-the-Desert on deviant ART

New Day: Try #2

2006-11-29T00:17:00.001-05:00

Hi!!!

Well, I try to update this diary as much as possible, but it's difficult. I have little time and my laziness kills me sometimes.I'll do my best.

I actually liked today's day at school. It was fun at Med Tech and it was fun at US History class as well. In my English class we started to watch Ordinary People. Since we read the book, teacher wants us to watch the movie. It was and interesting beginning. Next class was Math, the most boring class of the day,we did some stupid problems. Then Cartooning, fun class #1, I drew something I never finished...yet...I really want to though. This drawing I was planning to use in this Coca Cola contest, but now I doubt it. It's not even the actual drawing, but the idea. I'm gonna think about it more now. The last two classes were weird, but oh, well...

After school I went to my Art Club. It was so much fun. We finally finished painting our Cafe. We ha do do a scene of a beach with grass and sun. It was easy but took us about a week to finish. Still we had a lot of fun and I enjoyed it very much.

I will take some pictures next week and upload them here.

Lifestyle of the Student Chapter 0.2.

2006-11-27T18:15:00.000-05:00

Hi!!!

Today was a difficult day. We had a four days weekend (Thanksgiving Break). Well my family does not celebrate Thanksgiving so for me it was just a simple 2 extra days of no school. However, today is Monday so I had to go to school again. I was boring.

Medical Technology class killed me. We and to write everything we did last week after we did a dissection. So first two classes were boring. Then I had my History class. Well that class is always boring so I didn't even bother cheering myself up. Then English, we practiced some SAT tests and talked about a book report that is due January 2nd. Next class was Math. Well math is always boring for me, because it's just a piece of cake. Then I had my fun class. Cartooning. I always have fun there, moreover I know the teacher for 3 years so I slack there a little bit. I have fun most of the time. Now she wants our class to participate in this contest called "The Art of Harmony". It's for Coca Cola advertisement and we have to come up with some kind of a design. I did it last year also. After that I had my Spanish and Physics classes. Spanish was fine, had to take a lot of notes. Physics is fun. I love Physics. It's so easy and a lot of math.

Chapter 0 of my life

2006-11-05T20:25:00.000-05:00

Well, I don't feel like posting any "Current Mood" picture for today....It's too hard to find any for the feelings I have inside right now

But all I can say for today is I DID MY HW...yay...I was so far with the carriculum than others..well basically i had to do all by myself and honestly it's i so much better to do it all by yourself then to do it in class. I had bunch of stuff to do, Physics, Med Tech, Math, English, Spanish, and History. Well, basically everything.

Other news is that w don't have school on Tuesday..yay... I love it. All this election days and stuff give me some space to hang out with my friends who I haven't seen for almost 3 weeks...aaa.. I missed then all so much T_T

I finally startd to read a good book. It's called Memoirs of a Geisha. I love it, and you may think that there is only a movie. But you know there is book too? And it is based on a real story of a geish who moved from Japan to America. The story is described so well and it is very interesting. So I just want to give you an advice to read some good book.

I think that this is it for today and I hope I'll have some more ime to update this blog more often^^..c ya soon ^3^

News From the Head of Mine//O.o

2006-11-04T17:25:00.001-05:00

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Well, here we go again...why am writing here? What do I need to write?..Usually My Best Friend's Blog inspires me a little, but I noticed that she does not update it for a while already..hmmm...So I lost my idea of what to write, well that doesn't always happen to me. Sometimes I have tose crazy ideas of drawing something, but usually when I think how it would come out , in the end it sucks T_T. Oh well, at least I tried right?

Well, honestly I have no idea what I am writing about here right now, BUT I have something to say. I have few projects I am working on right now, some are for school art classes, some are for myself and peeps online. I do wallies,>.<. And I love doing wallies for people's Birthdays..well so far I only did two >.<, Planning to do more thogh. Well, I think that once I'm done with the next project I'll show it to you....^^ The Funniest Quote from My Best Friend:

you look like you're on drugs my dear...:p I miss talking to you, and hanging out too...hope you feel better soon. love you, >3<

Whatever happenes to us?

2006-11-04T01:42:00.000-05:00

Name of the Entry: Killing Loneliness With You

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Well these are the lyrics from one song i recently really like: HIM-"Killing Loneliness"

Well hace couple of news here:
1) I finally finished my research paper _wOOt-W00t_hahaha..lol
2) I got sick...booo.. -__-..i hate this state of being..lol..

And especially when you go to the doctor and she tells me that I have somehtig weird like a PRE-flu virus..lol..this doesn't even make sense, oh well...

So now I missed a hell of a lot of work in school and I try to make it up..wheeee...lol

Some good news too:

I'M GETTING MY NEW TABLET PC NEXT WEEK...YEAH..now all together wheeeeeeee...>o<

Well I guess this is it..hahaha>.<..If you are a very important person to me and you are reading this, and you saw that I didn't write anything about you...hahaha...I still luv ya >3<

Halloween..Booooo

2006-10-31T17:51:00.000-05:00

Halloween!!!

Booooo

Do Yo Really Wanna See Me Cry????

2006-10-28T00:11:00.000-05:00

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Well I was thinking about what to update this blog with, So i just decided to change the layout^^.. Hopefully you people like it ^^

Hehehe..lol..I dedicate it to my best friend^^ yay..lol..We all love her >3<..haha

well I'm a really boring person right now

So Much to Tell So Little Time

2006-10-24T21:27:00.000-05:00

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Well as the name explains everything...I have soo much to ttell but so little time.. Sometimes I feel like I need more then 24 hours a day I need about 30..hahaha..

Well the news are not good or bad. We lost our last meet , which was today and I do not know why I am still happy. I swam 2 events today: 100 Freestyle Relay and 400 Freestyle Relay.. it was fun as usual. I almost fell asleep in this cold weather waiting for my dad to pick me up, and I lost my voice while being sick so ..basically I have the full pakage..lol
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Anyways, Life is still good and I have my friends and have my temamates that I hang out with and have fun. I have not time to tell anymore but I'll try to update more.. so luv ya <3>

PSAT

2006-10-18T14:35:00.000-05:00

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Well, as you can see the title says that today I had PSAT..yeah, finally over..lol..

It was all right I tell you, I thought that in the beginning it was even easy, but realized by the ened that noooo..it is harder than anything lol..

Anyways, lol..I could have been done at 1 pm, but decided to go to my last 2 classes, I feel so mentally exhosted that I cannot even think about anything..lol..so I just give up..

Here are the pictures from 2 days ago, when my 2 best friends and I went ot Manhatten to Metropolitan Museum..enjoy^3^:
Link: Photos(hate them so blurry T_T)

By the way, here is something new I srew for my cartooning class, just a sketch tho..^^

Research Papers!!!

2006-10-12T16:15:00.000-05:00

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Hello..lol..I'm soo sorry ..didn't post anything fo so long...lol

We had so far 3 meets we won 2 of them, the last one was preety hard and competetive. We didn't do bad but not good enough either.

Well at the title says, yes I have two research papers to do.
Bothe of them are for my medical technology clas, however one is for Essay Competition but anither one is just a research paper on genetic disorder.

My two topics are:
1) Influenza (Bird Flue)- for competition
2) Huntington Disease- Med Tech research paper

About Influenza:
What I learned and kind of researched so far is:

1918- Pandemic of Influenza, 20,000,000 people in the US died.

Young adults were affected by the virus, most of the cases were fatal. When the First World War started and troops were sent to Europe to fight, they brought Influenza back to America.
Before the virus attacked humans, it affected only birds and pigs were carriers of the virus as well. However, somehow the virus' RNA (ribonucleic acid, stored in the nucleus) mutated and started to affect human organism. Later scientist tried to determine what caused the virus to mutate and where it came from. They determined that Influenza was a mutated Swine Virus.

More info:
Pandemic Flu

About Huntington Disease:

Huntington Disease is a hereditary disease or genetic disorder that affects brain. The reason for the disease is mutated protein called Huntingtin, although scientists do not know the exact function of this protein, they know that if it mulfunctions it results in the death of brain cells.

More Info:
Harvard Center of Neurology

So this is it so far, and I'll try to post more now..thanks for reading this boring stuff, but lol..yeah..whatever..c ya

First Meet!!!

2006-09-27T21:35:00.000-05:00

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Today was one of the best days of my life. I had my first meet. We were swimming a lot, but not me. When I just came I didn't see my name on the list of those who would swim this time, so I was kinda relaxed almost all the time of the meet, but...in the end my couch comes up to me and tells me .."You are swimming." I was soo scared and nervouse at first, but I realized I could do it and it was just a freestyle so it was kind of easy. I loved it, I felt like I did exectly what I had to do and I did muy best. We won anyways , but I at least felt this awsome feeling of being in the team and having fun. I also lodt my voice, coz I was cheering for my teammates and it was soo much fun too..I loved it^^..so here is my story of today..

Happy BDay, Andrew!!!

2006-09-24T02:21:00.000-05:00

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Hello!! Today is my best friend's BDay!!
so here is something I made for him..it's a wallpaper witht the character from Magna Carta..check it out^^

Happy BDay, Andrew by ~Fairy2006 on deviant ART

Workout Day!!!

2006-09-21T17:50:00.000-05:00

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Hello!!!!!
And as the title says it a Work out day!!!lol..yeah, today as any other day I had practice for swimming team and we ran a mile(well at least I did, i dunno about the others), then we did some sit-ups and ran up-and-down the stares fo 10 min. I was dead tired, but tell you the truth it was so much fun, I'm ready to do it again. However, I gotta do my HW and read some books fo SAT..aaa..scared..lol..

Anyways, today was kind of a fun day, I met my friends and we hung out at the practice. Also today I saw some Sophomores around the school who were caring this book called Moarcial Chronicals by Ray Bradbury, and I remembered the book. I loved it when I read it. I was so true about people's nature and so cruel. But the story is amazing, just like every story of Bradbury's lol..

Well I think that's it for today, c ya!!!^^

Dead Tired!!!

2006-09-17T14:58:00.000-05:00

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I am sooo tired.. I had swim practice today from 9 am till 11 am..I was so tired I just came home and fell asleep..But I need to do my homework, I have soo much to do... History Essay, Test in Physics, Math, Spanish...a...aaaa..my head is blowing up..however I know I can do it soooo..I'll just go and do it^^..Yay..

Loving my best friend..lol

2006-09-16T21:56:00.000-05:00

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Whee..I forgot to show you all my new pic of my best friend and me..we were at our friend's house and took a picture coz he has Mac and there is camera inserted in it..(I should really think of buying one of those), anyways..lol..here is the pic..I love it all:

The Worst Day of my life...

2006-09-15T22:38:00.000-05:00

"I wanted you know.. That I'll always be there for you ..no matter what happenes I'm there for you.."
- To me Best friend...

It's my worst day and the heading says..I heard the worst news from my best friend, but I want to help sooo much. i want to be suppostive and relible ..is it even possible in the situation like that. I want to cry too just like she does.. I do, because she is my best friend and sometimes we feel the same way. In this case we cry and try to do something. I did a research on it, se did too.. I wanna help but I have to start with something.. However, life goes on and we have to keep trying to do our best. We love we fight, and we cry.. Left outside of the circle. I wanna what people feel, but how .. They put on those masks when they go to work, school, or just living their life day after day, it's so difficult what to say or do. I want to help..I'm gonna be there for her.

Life Thoughts

2006-08-22T20:56:00.000-05:00

Life....

I haven't been updating this diary for soo long. Stupid of me. Well nothing happenes when noone even reads it.

I have a lot of thoughts and a lot of feelings I want to talk about but I don't think that I have enough words to describe it so easily..

Life...how can we explain it..by the way wrote something about that it right here

Breathing in and Breating out

2006-07-25T20:31:00.000-05:00

Yeah, the title doesn't really say anything. ^-^ It's just a phrase that came up to me while I was thinking what to write here.

Well, I decided to write a little bit about myself.

I was born in Saint Petersburg, Russia on May, 25 in 1990. It was a year of horse and a month of Gemini. Some people do not think that I'm Gemini, because they probable don't know me well. Well as characteristics of this sign go, Gemini's are always lazy and never finish what they started. Partly this is true about me. I don't really like working under pressure and always have a hard time finishing up something I started. But I work on myself and try as hard as I can. Sometimes this hard is not hard enough. My early youth went by so fast I can't even remember most of it anymore. But I remember all good and bad things that happened to me. I was in school and I had a lot of friends, but for me it takes quiet a time to get to know people and make friends. i don't know why, but some people think I'm shy, but once Iknow the person and can open up to him/her I change completely. From shy, nice, lady I turn into hyper, crazy, girl and I think still a child. I didn't do bad in school but always hated it, the only classes I liked were Art classes, because it was the only thing I was good at (hopefully I still am). I was in Music school but dropped it because I had to move to another area , then I went to Art School (which was the best time of my life), but I had to drop it too, because I moved to the US and here I am now, in New York- the BIG APPLE. Yeah, I guess that's the way life turns out and I think it's for the best.

I always think about what's happening to my friend there, and how they live without me. I missed them all a lot when I just moved to NY in 2004. I used to call them every week and talk, crying and remembering everything with them. But as time goes I think it's time to let it go little by little. I still call them though, no metter what happenes I will never forget them and will never let our memories to disappear in space. I believe in connection between people no matter hwo far or for how long they've been apart. I miss then I guess that's all.

Thoughts in a quote at the moment~ "Whatever it takes me, I'll never forget."

The Trip To Baltimore and something more..

2006-07-10T20:53:00.000-05:00

So yesterday(July, 9th) I went to Baltimore with my whole family. Baltimore is in MD (Maryland). And you think why we went there?? Well I have an answer for you. We went there because they have beautiful Aquarium and just a beautiful place where they show different animals from sharks to frogs and spiders. So it was just incredible to see those amaizing animals. But I still couldn't find the bonehead shark, that I was hoping to see. Yeah, sometimes it doesn't go your way, no matter how much you try. But I saw some really cool frogs, like one of them was blue and had black spots all over its body, they were jumping around and I was just standing there staring at them *laghing*. I also saw the Dolphin Show, which was amaizing and I was shocked by animals' cleverness and cunning. So after all that we went to a sea food restaurant and eating crab I cut my finger. Yeah, that hurt.

It was fun, but I knew I had work the next day. So thinking I would come home and go to bed , I was soooooo wrong. So I came home at about 11pm, I was tired but I don't know why, I couldn't fall asleep. So I decided to watch some TV and got myself watching about Sfinx on Discovery Channel. I can tell you it was interesting, but I wasn't really paying attenction on that part. I was waiting for the next thing they were going to show. Yeah, and it was worth waiting and watching at all.

So that show was about new archeologists' descovery in The Valley of The Kings in Egypt where tomb of Tutankhamun was found. And in February of year 2006, other tomb was found, just 45 feet ahead Tut's tomb. However, unlike any other tomb that was found before, that one didn't have any long coridores or multiple chambers. All it had was a small chamber 15 feet below the surface. It contained 7 sarcophagus and 29 sealed jars. Unfortunately only 2 sarcophagus were sealed, others were opened and damaged by termites and 30,000 years of being buried ander ground. However archeologists did not give up, 2 sarcophagus that were sealed were located in the very back of the chamber, and to get to them took scientists about 4 and half months. But they could not find any avidence of mummies in that tomb, however after opening one of the sarcaphagus they found another golden sarcaphag that gave them a clue that here may lay a royalty. They also found a mask, a woman's mask as they think. After weeks of researching and thinking archeologists decided that this tomb was created during 18th dynasty (Tutankhamun also lived at that time), but they couldn't find out who was buried there or was there somebody buried at all. Some of them thought that that might be Tut's wife's tomb, Ankhesenamun, but some of them thought that this tomb belongs to his mother who he'd never known, Kiya, because woman's mask that they found was alike Tut's mask, which also gave them clues. In June 2006 the last sarcaphagus was opened and unfortunately they did not find any mummi there but jewerly and tools for mummification, however searching still continues and hopefully they will find some evidence on whose or what is this tomb made for? But for us it is still a mystery.

So, after whatching this thing, I was so moved that I mad a whole research on all of that and I found a lot of stuff that can be very interesting.

If you have any opinion on what I just wrote please comment

2006-07-07T17:57:00.000-05:00

The other day I went to Broadway Show. The Phantom Of The Opera. It was magnificent. The costumes, the voices, the decorations. I wish sometimes I was one of them. Life is so beutiful and we all sit infront of our computers, just wasting it. But the thruth is , I'm one of you guys. And i don't really care anymore. As long as I have somebody to be with or talk to. That's all I need.

The shaw was at 7pm, on July 4th. Yeah, I really liked the date it was on. Me and my best friend went the show and after that watched fireworks, it was awsome. I still remember sometimes the moments of the show and they make me cry..lol..oh well.. and by the way my forum's link is here so visit it and join us!!!)))

2006-07-07T17:35:00.000-05:00

Hello!!!

I just wanted to say, how beautiful this world is when you have somebody to be with and share your feelings. Sometimes when you think of life, you feel that more and more peolple start to forget about world. What if someday we all gonna forget about each other and leave our minds without feelings. Yeah, sounds like Equilibrium))) Oh, well just starting this blog and the whole diary makes me feel like somebod else)))