Hello, I truly doubt there is still somebody who looks at this thing or even cares for it. I think I am becoming this new weird person.

Well, half of my senior is over and now I am on my way to graduate and become a real college student. Although, I have a very acute form of "senioritis" (for those who have no idea what I am talking about, this is a kind of an "infectious disease" spread among senior student of high school. The symptoms are very simple: you want to graduate and you don't want to do anything.)

I have changed my layout again, this time I made it myself and surprisingly it did not take me tons of time to do it...maybe an hour or two. ⋏౪⋏

I am reading tons of books this year and I enjoy them so much.

Currently reading:
1]. Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte
2]. Jude the Obscure by Thomas Hardy
3]. Perfume, The Story of a Murderer by Patrick Suskind
4]. The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath

On my way to read:
5]. Flowers of Algernon by Daniel Keys
6]. Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden
7]. Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez
8]. The Sisters Mortland by Sally Beauman

Yes, I even confuse myself sometimes. I really want to have more than 24 hours in a day, so I can spend 20 hours with my loved one and the rest just doing either school work or reading (or something totally random).

Have no other news, so c ya!!!
♡(✿◕‿◕)ﾉアリヾ(◕‿◕✿)ガト(✿◕‿◕)σウ♪ﾝ♡

Labels: books, layout, life, schoolwork

Today on Yahoo! News I noticed an article on "The World's Ugliest Dog"...When I saw the picture of a little dog which face looked worse than anything I've ever seen, I did not feel disgusted, I felt very sorry for it and my first quest was "why would somebody do that to a dog to create such a look." I think people become more and more cruel everyday. I don't see how some of us can be happy looking at this poor little dog, weighing 6lb and "being happy." I have zillion of examples of how cruel people are to the animals. They kill birds for fun and even mice. When you just hear about it, of course, it is a different feeling than when you actually witness that.

I am against animal cruelty!!!

Labels: life

I have finally did something productive:
10 Productive things I have done in JUNE(and earlier):
{1.} I have finished taking all of my REGENTS exams.
{2.} I have actually STUDIED for them to do well.
{3.} I have done 2 blogger layouts MYSELF.
{4.}Finished 1 summer reading book for school.
{5.} Done with NYU Precollege reading
{6.} Almost done with the second summer reading book for school
{7.} Got 1810 on my SAT (have to do better)
{8.} Started practicing for swimming team for tryouts next year..
{9.} Got my NYU ID &
{10.} Attended NYU Precollege orientation
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These are the things that I believe are quiet important achievements^^.

~~~About the two BLOGGER layouts. Yes, MY CURRENT BLOG LAYOUT IS DONE BY ME!!..WHEHEEEE

Both of the layouts are available n my account on Blogskins, but I know people you read this blog are lazy so I'll post links to both of them here:

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Labels: blog, collge, life, NYU, school, skins

Who knows what can lead us to understanding ourselves better. No one knows. I want to try so hard to understand what to do that usually I do not realize that I skipped that moment. This is difficult to explain, yet we try and not only we do, others as well. Books and their writes send us messages of mass destruction. So deep that no all of us can understand. Only a few of us are capable of comprehending our own society. Are we in a totally repressive society? Some of us believe that they are, but I don't. Too much had changed my life and I changed it myself as well.

I have read a very good "book" not so long ago. It's called Anthem by Ayn Rand. It is one of the summer reading book for school, but I read it in 2 days. It is very well written and tells a story of a person who goes against morals of current society and finds his life to be very interesting and confusing. He as an individual is no one, society is everything. He starts with believing that philosophy, but ends up with knowledge about individualism and personal interests that were never valued in his life before.

I believe that person as an individual is important, but I still think that to have harmony and peace (oh, so ever-wanted peace)we, as a society, need to work together and not making other people accept our view. "COMPROMISE" this is the word people should be learning. The meaning of it and the wait it should be interpreted.

There are ways to express yourself:

Labels: blog, books, life

The Sun will Set for YOU...

Well interesting thing is happening. I haven't been here for so long and now I am free from all APs and all bullshit in school. So tired of all those problems and complains. How much longer do I have to stand it? Can't do it anymore. No. Even though this seems to be the way life goes on and my junior year almost came to it's end. Thank goodness!!!...


This Friday(May 25th) is my birthday, and honestly I don't want to turn 17. It's too much, I want to go back in time and change so many things that went wrong. Yet, I want to move on because nothing can be changed and only looking forward can give any satisfaction or reaction of others. I feel like loosing direction of my feelings, leaving most of them alone and following my "instincts." Nothing can be changed so fast, try, not try... nothing.


I haven't been online for a week and yet I am quite satisfied. My math teacher sent me a letter home saying that I've missed 6 homeworks (bullshit).


More news:
New album Linkin Park came out. The music is so different from the previous album.But I loved it anyways. They are awesome and I wish them luck.

Some other stuff:
My new site is up and running. This time I have done the layout my myself and did not download it from anywhere.

I added some new songs of Linkin Park on my blog. I really like those.

No more news....

Labels: art, life, music, school

Today is a new day, and it is a 51st entry in my blog.

It is a day of silence. I have been doing day of silence since I was a freshman, but today I did not. I didn't do and won't do a lot of things this year. No art-show entry, no silence. I'll speak and note draw, but school is more important than these. I do want to stay positive, but under certain circumstances I have to keep going without being either negative or positive.

Linkin Park
What I've Done





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Comments:
Amazing new video from one of my fav bands, Linkin Park. I think it is really moving and so passionate. Those kind of videos amaze me and this time it's even accompanied by my fav band. ENJOY.

Labels: art, life, school

Hello!!!
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Labels: extra, graphics, icons, life

Today I found a new song on my iPod. It's called "Just a Ride" by Jem. I really liked it, Jem really sang about life. The best lines in the song are

Labels: life, school

Wheeeee...

Yesterday was like the best day of my life.

Seems like Friday the 13th is a very scary, unlucky day for some people. However, for me Friday April the 13h was the best day ever.

About 3 weeks I have sent in my NYU Summer Sessions applications, and yesterday I received a reply.

Labels: life, school

Wheee, here we go again!!!

School started again and I have life restored to the full extent right now. No time for anything, but yet all the time I need to progress and begin my newly self-created life. Much have changed for the past two weeks of free-style life. I had no responsibility to do anything, but yet had all the need to do.

Well, my life is back. Happy and cheerful my newly self-created smile. I am the only one that can create it without giving a credit to someone else.

Anyway, today in Med Tech we have finally dissected a cow eyeball. Honestly, I was expecting something more from the eyeball. I have nothing against eyeballs though. But come on, all the muscle and fat tissues were attached to it, and you will never believe how difficult it is to cut all of the tissue off. I spent like a freaking period and a half to get all the unnecessary tissues off. It should be called "The Dissection of the Fat and Muscle Tissues of the Cow Eyeball," that would be more plausible. Even if I complain, I really liked it. It was fun and "supah" educational. Eyeball is awesome, and the lens inside is like a glass marble. It really does magnify. Amazing experience. If only I didn't forget the camera, you'd be "ewwing" the pictures with me. Well, it did smell really bad due to the preservative, so I didn't like that part too("laughter")

Oh, yeah. All of my "graphics" entries are going to be republished in text version with a link to the "art piece" soon. Hopefully, I'll have time to do that soon.

Weather in NY is terribly nasty. It's not only raining, but it also is so cold you don't wanna wear anything but a fur-freaking-coat. Well, we all gotta cope with that.

C ya...

Labels: dissection, fun, life, medicine, school, schoolwork

Wheeee....

How's everybody (or somebody)?lol

So much is happening in my life right now. I think I am getting more and more responsible (actually I hear that from people I know sometimes, mostly my parents and my sis).. Feels very inspiring..and I can't just go and disappoint them, so I'll working really heard.

Anyways^^...

I still keep on watching Hana Kimi; it is getting so interesting and funny. I really like it.

I have also got a hold of a new Gif making program called Video Avatar, so I started to do some animations(I mean gifs).
Here is a small collection (or more of a teazer) of what I have done.

I have also started to study a lot. Lately I was into weird stuff. I have actually dissected a sheep brain in my Med class at school. I was kind of ambivalent of what to do at first but I got a hold of a scalpel and stated a dissection. I was fun in the beginning but ,honestly, it got boring by the end. Still I can't wait to dissect next thing, COW'S EYEBALL. wheeee...(please don't think I am a sick f%#$)

I go to SAT prep every week. it became more fun to me, since it is. I memorize 50 SAT words every week and I have people telling me I am crazy (you know who you are ;)) ) But I actually DO FIND IT FUN.

I am trying to do well at school also. Got my report card few days ago. 96.42%. Expected to go up but I have actually stayed the same. Well I did get 99% in 3 classes (flagrantly). In physics getting a 99 was like eating a tasty cake (mmm...yammy) Well I better to my best next time to get a 97 or a 98.

Labels: life, school

Welcome to my updated Blog!!! As you can see I changed my view a little more. This time it's Hana Kimi. YAY, MY FAV!!!

I honestly like this layout coz it's cute^^.

Well, as my heading states today is a Woman's Day in Russia and all European countries. So I would like to congratulate all of the girls and myself with this nice holiday, even though it is not celebrated in America.

Today was a pretty weird day. I lost my eraser, forgot my pen somewhere, got a 100 on my "Tissue" Practical in Med Tech, ad a lot more weird stuff happened. Bu I do not know if these things would improve me as a person. And one more super thing I did, I finally quit MySpace.
I have a strange opinion on that site but nothing interesting. Most of the people are so into it, they don't do anything else but sit there wasting their time changing layouts.
I don't see how that helps your life.
Well some people keep just for the hell of it.

This blog entry is not here to tell us about anything it's mostly here because I was here and I was lazy and did do my homework yet, so I decided to put some useless information online.

Labels: life, school

Hello...this is something I wasn't planning to do but the way my life goes right now, I think I should really write it down...especially knowing that not that many people even read it...

When People Leave, Some of Us Still Remember....

Isn't it true that when somebody leaves, some of us still remember that person. Never thought it would happened to me. It moved away at once but it was a different feeling when you leave from when some one leaves you.

Seems like something ridiculous to write about, but I do not believe so.

This person was a friend and a teacher. Even though you may think teachers don't care about students, and students don't care about teacher...NOT TRUE... this person was a friend. She shared a small part of her life with us, all of the students. She trusted us at one point and let us be the way we were. She helped us to grow inside and become wiser in some way.

She was a teacher. We learned about life of art from her, and we will not be able to learn more any longer.

Of course there are people who remember, and I believe, I am on of them. I want to thank her for all she had done for us, for all her help and dedication.

When a Friend Leaves, ALL of Us Still Remember.....

Labels: life

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